“In your own words, what do you define a best friend as? I know everyone has one, but everyone has their own definition for one. Help me find mine, by answering what a best friend is to you.”
The last time I used the words ‘best friend’ to describe someone I knew was when I was at primary school.
I can’t help you find a ‘real’ friend. You’ll just have to put yourself out there. Anyway, friends are not people you SEARCH out. They are people who grow with you unexpectedly.